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Thursday, September 16, 2004

I HAV TO START FUCKIN AGAIN.. ma last one jus got soo deleted.. okkkk

ne waiZz skiP da skoOL part wat i was saYing wAs... no more caps i type faster... welll as i was saying after sams bdaii edlyn sed to oOO so wat noe u like ivan .... well sumfin on da lines of dat and afta da dat every night it was jus running through ma head.. first sentence was YOU STUPID WHY DA FUCK WUD U LIKE IVAN.. dis is me tokin to me by da waii and i thot abt it.. i thot it was extra fun hangin on sat bcoz.. evn wen ming or sumon teased me abt ivan i cud react like i wud normallii wif others.. like joke around wif it... and i wud NEVER LIKE ivan in dat kind of way ever again ok.. coz like ivan is one of ma bestes friends.. and possiblii ma closest guy friend.. bcoz i can tell him alot of sutff.. and ne waizz dis whole thing abt ivan likinng irene i think iz pretii kool.. like its funnii and even i tease dem.. but sumtimess u noe it can get a bit awkward fo rme i guess... but i mean usualli it doesnt and i jus get over it.. but sumtimes no offence to jay or ne thing and im not hurt.. but sumtimes when jay teases irene abt ivan to me.. it sounds as if shes trying to tell me ivan likes irene now get over it.. maybe not so harsh but it does hurt.. like DEEP daYm deeP.. i mean deeP wiF da PassiON and its awkward coZ i duNno wat to saii.. like oOo ha ha ha,..>.<>

weLL next up.. ITS DEES BDAII SOON YaY!!!... TOK abT PartAY iTS GOnNa BE greaT i canT waiitt... uMmM ne other thots daT come to miND?... weLL rite now guys guys guys.. im kinda at a state where i don reaLLi care abT gUys anD FlirtinG anD i jUS wanNA haV fun n PArtAY.. daTZz rite now.. u may think im bull shitting but i don ever reaLLii think abt guys... or stuffss.. i cudnt realLi care LeSs.. weLL im not dat energetic abt it or ne thang.. u mmMM i reaLLi dON thiNK deres nE thanG eLSe... i soo wanNA sEe You goT ServeD bY da waiI.. OmariiON anD hOUStON... toK abT *whiSTLE* seCKSII HAHahah... NawW deii KOoL... sooO i think daTzz mA borinG Life REVEALED.. lOlzZz....

bA bAizZz



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Wednesday, September 08, 2004

hei hei mA seCksiZz mA mAZz~~..

weLl LetSss sEe Last LasT saT i wenT shoPPinG wiF dee anD eD.. daT waZz MeGALLii KOoLizZ neZz.. i BOT a top anD den Da weeK Later i wenT To sLeeP oVa eDS hOUsEe iT was QuiTE fuuUn..=D=D uMM.. Yeah and den on saT we wenT to da mOvIEss me eD dee Jay anD meL.. ONce aGain me n eD haD da coNvo abT da weaTher.. hAHah aGain iT was MeGarLii hOT.. lOlzZ we watChed whiTe chiX..=D=D iT WAS SO DAYM FUNNY.. iTZ da kOoLeSt.. aNd den we wenT for soMe shoPPInG i bOt a whiTE top. aND den anD den uMmm.. we wenT hoMe?... i meaN weLL to dees hOUse.. iT was Fun at dees.=D=D we aTE foOod... YUm YUm aNd den we jUS hung ouT.. It WAS FARNII.. i aCtuaLLii duN rememBa a whoLE LoT i was a bIt HYPed uP..=D=D=D.. dis weeK iS saMS bdaii PArTY... WHOOOO =D=D iTZa GonNA be funN.. hhehe i Like LiL saMM HEs fuNiii.. n ewaiZz uMmm i haV no ideA waT to weAr.. I SHUD BY SOME SHOES.. yes da top skirt and shoes are next on ma list.. WHooO u can do it beC WHOO .. n e waiZz ummMm...

mA thoTzzzzZzzZzzz.... i am kiNDa PIsseD at da MaLeZz diS weeK.. weLL uNLike da sKanKY HOe sLut baGSs ouT dere.. i Do haVe PriDe oF femenine natUre.. nE waiZz waT im TrYIng to saY iS.. i HAte GuYZzz hU thiNK iM a sLuttY hOE.. anD wuD jUS fLirt aroUnd wiF ne oNe.. fuCKIN heLL i aM not a PLaY toY.. AND AND AND sEe mosTLii i GeT comPLimenTSs riGHt.. anD todaii diS Loser FUGLY GuY but into our convo .. ok so heres wat happened.. me matt n steph are TalkIN.. anD maTT GoeS err "STePh iSnt offenDed wen i caLL her faT bCoZ she nOes She iSNt" and deN iM Like "Yeah".. dEN diS Loser coMes uP anD saYs .. "wat she iZ uGLY" or sumfin LA daT.. aND i thot he was otkIN to me so Im LIke... "exCuse me Did u You jUS saY iM uGLY"... and iM aLL LIke.. weLL " i thiNK u shUD shuT yOUr fuCkin dirTY traP.. bCozZz JEe daT coMMent coMMin oUt of Your uGLy face.. doN u thiNK Your beinG jUS HUGELY hYpaCriTicaL?.. Jee Gud oNe comMINg froM YouR fuGLIneSs.." weLL he wasnT actuaLLii tokIN to me.. HE was otkiN abT ma frienD anD eVeryONE LauGHed at hiM.. bUt DA POINT IS.. he shudnt Go arouND sayiN stUFf LIke dat wen he LoOKs LIke SHIT.. anD another siTUatioN todaii.. dIS GuY GoeS to Me.. mY frienD saYs Your noT daT greaT LoOKin.. and by da waii diS is comMing from LIke A HUGE DORK.. i doN thiNK he nOEs.. HU mY frienDs aRe OR ME.. buT i can CRUSH HIM.. CRUSH HIM BAD.. and ne waizz dis guy IS SHORT.. he probablii hasnt gone through puberty yet.. hes A TOTAL LOSER IN DA SKOOL.. he looks like a 9 yr old boi.. with a bad bad bad haircut.. and a fucked up face.. ok now.. i don thiNK he shuD be caLLing me noT dat greaTnow eH.. coZ comPAred to hIm i thiNk iM a suMthinG a whoLE Lot mOre den He iZz.. anD so LIke jUS bCoz hEs a GuY doEnsT meaN he caN diS a chiCK LIke me.. bCOZ HELLOO??!?!?!?! LoOK at yOur fuCKIN SELF.. YOUR A MOLE... soOO dOSe biG MOutheD GuYZz OUt dere.. u gUyS noT care wHat You LIke buT uS chiX dO.. soOo hOw abT u SHut Your dirTY fuGLii.. cuNT of a facE up?... mITe maKE a whoLe lOt oF senSe.. =________________________= ne wiaZz i thinK daTZz abT it..

hAHAHahAH suMfin fuNNy daT hapPened todaiiZz.. we were in science and i was sitting wif zoe, matt, josh, lewis.. (aLL yr 9'Z).. anD suM other GUys doWn da Long taBle.. anD den dere wAS dIS GuY soMewheRe aT da fronT anD he wansT in uniform bUT he was hoLDinG a fiLE.. anD LewiS was LIke huZ dat.. aNd mAtt was saYIng iTS a new yr 9 GUY.. anD lewiS was LIke serious.. and was like NO.. hehehe anD den joSH n matt are like i think he iz coz hes hoLDing a fiLe.. anD den maTz LIke i thiNK heS a teaCher tho coZ its oNE of theM bLUe fiLes.. aNd i was LIke weLL.. iF he iZ a Yr 9 new GuY.. hes abT da onLI decEnt onE herE... LOL anD Lewis was LIke.. beC LOoK nOW uve pUt alL of uS gUYS doWn.. HAHAHAHAH and den he was pretending to cry.. LOL SOOO FARNIIIII.. LEwiS roXx.. ne wiaZz i tiNK datZz abT iT...

bA bAizZz ~~


ddom @ 5:46 PM | Comment

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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

hei hei..

well its been a whiLe since i wroTE in here ProPerLIi eH?.. weLL i thiNK evEryOEN eLSe has aBadONeD tHEir bLoGss.. uMmM weLLi Go tO sKOOL n aLL da uSuaL..

i fiNd thiNGs bOrinG LateLii iM baCk to thE sTAgE oF i waNNA GO aPPeXx.. TruST me thO.. u saY u wuD waNNa mOve or.. i wuDNt waNNA Go buT TRUST ME.. i haVe been awAii da LoNGest OK.. iT suXXx... maN chri GoeS to aPpeX anD she stiLL hatEs canniNgvaLe... ne waiZz uMmMm.. i feeL LikE i haV nO Life jeEse iM sOoo bOreD.. i waNNa Go Like mOre pArtieS n i duNno dO fuN stUFf eXciTinG stuFf.. i aLso nEed mOre casH buT heii..=D=D.. iM in a reaL ruT oF a shiT.. i waNt da HoLidaiZz to coME soOn.. i doN thiNK mY PArenTs reaLIsE hOW muCh i hatE canniNgvaLe.. anD hOW muCH i hate noT beinG abLe tO Go out aLot anD seeinG mA frienDs aLL da time IT SUX.. TRULY.. IT DOES.. aTLeasT gIve me daT One saTurdaii to Go do thinGZz... JEESE..

ok oNt o da thots n LoveY dovEY stuFf.. i thiNK the PeoPle arouND em eFfecT the waIii i acT Now.. Like You sEe mY frienDs aRe LIke toTaLlii nOt mE.. LIke uMmM heLLooOoo TherEs suMFin caLLed fLirtinG dat was iNventeD?.. anD weN i bitCh abT othErs daT flirt wiTh retArds.. iT prevenTS me from flIrtinG bCoz iT mAkeS others ThiNK heii sHEs flIrtinG wif daT gUy so she thinKS dat hes noT so retArded... REALITY CHECK.. jeEsee iTS jUS flIrtinG doesnT meaN im iN Love witH da GUy.. anD ne waiZz i haVnt seen ne thanG LateLii daT.. iS wortH fLirtinG foR.. LikE aT skOoL... i useD to umM conCern abT da waii i LoOK.. kInda buT NOw i jUS doN givE a fuCk.. aLthO to a certain standard.. buT Heii.. i duNNoo i jUS don sEe ne thaNG new n YumMY.. iTS LIke iM boreD wiTh aLL the nOrmaL stuFf i wanT neW PeoPLeZz.. i wanNa Move SkoOLs man canniNgvaLe is SUCH A BITCH IN THE ASS... LIkEe skOoL iS OK.. buT itS nOt shaLL i saY FUN?.. LIke exCitinG or gOSsiPY or bitCh asS.. kiCkin hYper fun.. mayBe i haVe weirD hiGH exPEctationSs.. buT i feeL LIke im Not PlayIng arouND in skooL.. i am now jUS hangin aROund feeLing extremeLIi boreD>. i mean dO u noe how manii PeoplE.. juS waG oFf skOoL.. Like dei ijus waLk ouT anD LIke.. todaii saM was Lookin OUt da winDOw anD his frienD was GoiN hOme.. LIke acroSs da skoOL anD he waS LIke screamiN eh whEre Ya goiN.. anD heS LIke uhh hOme.. saMS LIke whY?.. he jUS LIke uRghh coZ i canT be craPPeDd sTayin At skooL.. anD he jUS waLKs oFf.. LikEe.. daYm.. LikE i havNt etremELii wagGed b4.. buT kinda.. noT sO etreme coZ mamOm wuD find it weirD if i wenT hOme.. i jUS waLK around Da skooL GrouNdss or waLk ouTsidE... weLL ne waiZz iT suXx BIG TIME...!!

bA bAIzZz...




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Saturday, August 28, 2004

hei hei dere... weLL let sEe

todaiZz i sTaYeD hOme.. I AM SO FUCKIN PISSED OFF... THE MOTHER saY cheh sHE canT TaKe mE coZ sheZz bZ.. trY n maKE me feeL baD.. HAH// BULLSHIT waT she stAii hOme inviTe peopLe ova.. wen Deii LEavE watCh tv????.. IZ DAT BZ I DON FUCKIN THINK SO.. den dis mornin she say... your sista is goin out y don u ask her.. WTF.. DO U THINK SHE WUD TAKE ME ALL DA WAII TO WINTHROP SHE MAY BE MA SISTA BUT SHE WUD NEVA FUCKIN DO DAT./...... BCOZ NO ONE IN DIS FUCKIN FAMILIII DOES NE THING NICE FOR ME... IM JUS A LIL HELPER DAT DOES ALL THE LITTLE FAVOURS.. FUCKIN HELLL SO FUCKIN ANOYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCKIN HELL.... I AM SO PISSED OFF.... I HATE STAYING HOME AND I HATE SKOOLL I HATE IT ALLL FUCKIN HELLL.. I HATE EVERYTHING....................... ne waizz i dunno wat to saii atm coZ im so daYm fuckIN piSseD..

ba baizZzz/......

hei hei


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Saturday, August 21, 2004

HaLLoOoo.. mA seCKSIZzz~~

weLL i haVnt wriTTen in AGES~~~~~~~~~~~~... buT heii i havNt been ouT in a LOng timE wenT out to CiTy.. todaiZzz wenT for sOMe shoOpanG iT was KOoLIzZz.. toDaiZzz was ReaL fUn sPendin tiME wiF ma fweNDs n aLL.. by da waii JAY sorrY i diDnt GeT to sEe You.. uMMmm thinGZ caMe uP... stiLL reaLLii nuthiN to saiiiiii~~~~~~~ weLL todaii was extremeLii fun

weLL.. i haVnt LIked ne GUYzZz Yet... im KInda not into iT verii muCh.. i thiNK i hav verii hIGh exPEctations.. aND i thiNK datZzz GuD cOZ i doN LIke as maNniii peoPLeZzzZzz... iTS weiRd.. anD BY da wAii da theorY oF "PLaYin Da GAme" iS soOOoo daYm TruEeeEe~~..mY GoODneZz iLL shAT ma seLF..... hAhah buT ne waiZz nuthiN iNterestinG...

SuMtimesSs i KInda LIke beinG noT in aPPeXx bcOZz i dun fight wif ne one no arguments jus see each other every now and den hav a fucKin fun time and iTS heii sEe YA LaTerZz sum tiME.. buT other tiMEs i feeL lIke im miSsin oN suMFin.. evN if u gUYs saY dat iM not anD i wuD waNNa LeavE soOn as pOSsiBLe.. i stiLL thiNK i mite aCTUalLI haV a gUD tiME there.. Den U hav da ProbLEmZz. oF i duNNo Da ClosNEzZz anD da situatiONS uR pUt iN.. eG... GrouPs splittin uP etc....etc...etc.... bUt Yeah iT weirDd...

weLL i thiNK daTZz alL.... bA baizZzz~~~~~~~~


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Tuesday, August 03, 2004






hei hei mA seCks A LiCiOUs~~..YUm yuMzZz

OK weLL Yeah seCond weeK of skoOL GoiN sLow aS... =.="""i HATE SKOOL iTS soOO BorinG~~ NewaizzZz uMMm.. Yeah i thinK iM nOt GoNNa GO ouT in a whiLE sO i JUs siT aT hoME whiLe i heaR aLL da Gud tiMEs mA frieNDzZz Go oUt.. hrmmm.. buT heii GoTta saVe moNEy dEre arE LIke 4 bIrthDaiZz neaR each oTHer eEekZzz...>.<

oOk.. uMmm i thiNK iM a bit conFuZzLed LateLii cOZ i doN thiNk im in a MOPeY GroPeY PhasE... bUT YeaH dEreZz suMfin wroNG anD i duNNo waT... iTZ KInda weirD... LikE i Noe i ForGot suMfin buT i jUS duNNo waT.. weLL aTm i aM reaLLi INto eiTHer r n b or daNce kInDa stuFf i feeL LiKe DDR...='( hehhEHeh muST dO soON... uMmm .. uMMm i duNno reaLLi waT tO saY.. daYm LiFe is hArD... moneY iS harD...Yeahd datZz alL

bA baIzZz



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Friday, July 30, 2004

hei hei hei... mA seCkaLicioUS babeZz

oK weLL LoOKs Like everyOne eLS ebaNdoneD dEre bLogs weLL LetS seEe.. uMMM iM nOW aT skoOL anD skooL IS GAY!!.. =D

weLL aTm nuthIN interesTinG GoiN oN i GueSs... nO GuYz iM iNterEsTEd iN.. pHAUIhau sPeakIN of whiCh eD u memBA we werE waLkin aCroSs dA ovaL neaR You rhOUSe anD den we LoOK ovA to da GuYzz siTTin doWN anD den dEii sTartEd to wAve .. HEHeh daT was vErii fuNnii....

oK hErE iS da evErY nOW aND deN LiL LEGenD daT i fiND trU thanG.. oK weLL u Noe hOW dEreS daT saYinG daT GirLS LiKe GuYs wiF conFidenCe anD GuYs doN LiKe da chiX daT foLLow dEM bUT aRe PLaYin HArD to Get or suMFin LA daT.. buT iN a waii i thiNk daT iZ trU.. anD bASeD oN mA dreaMs a whiLe a Go i aM KInda chAnGinG mA waiZz... i dOn PLaii aRound ne MOre.. i doN fLirt.. *couGH* as MUch ne waiZz.. anD i TrY to treaT aLL GuYs Like mA bUddiZz..

ne waiZz TrYiN diS whoLe don thinK abT GuYs thinG ouT.. i thinK iTs beTTa i enJoi aLot  oF thinGS aLot MOre.. aND iTS noT Like oN ma mINd aLot or nE thanG iTS kOoL.. oF coURse thiS wiLL aLL eND if i reaLLii reaLLiii reaLLii Like sumONe anD he LikeS me baCk whiCH miTe not hapPen uNtiL LIke aGes aWaii.. sOOo hEY uNtiL deN aLL Guys aRe jUs LIke girLS to me jUS a LiK More manLii ...lOlzZ..=P newaiZz i tiNk daTZ abT aLL ...

bA baiZzzZ~~

 


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