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weLL lETZz sEe A borinG suNDaiiiiiiiiiiiii.. hehe i wAz sooO wiPEd oUT i slEpt foR ageS ppLz.. hEHeh n ewAIzzZ urmZz.. goIN skoOL toMMOroZz kooLIz... urmm gOnNNa bE coLd yAH?.. heheh goTTa PIk uP mA unIfORmZz tooOZ.. hOPefuLLi i cAN go SHoppINg anD bUY diFfErEnt ONEzz eH?... umMMM nuthiN InterstIng reALLI i hAD reAL chiLLout daii todAIzZ iMMa gonNa slEep eArlii mE soOo tiRed ... huAuIAHuiauaH gO sLEeP lATerZz..
oOKizZ peAce oUT~~...

i gOttA mAKE A new GreetIng iT wiLL be

hEi dErE buMAssEs~~ hUIAHiuaHiuaa

weLL letZz anOther goOd weeKEdn hiuAHuiiuaiuaH sPEnt wiF mA aZn bUDdiZ hiuAHiuaU.. *aZN Pride* PAHUAHAUHAUHAUAHUA *couGH*.. nE wAIzZz yerr slept ova jay house n all went ct chopping wen to heaps of shops must take mother dere hIUAHIUAhuia.. urmZz ne wAIzZ im tyPIng reAL slOw coZ iM siNgINg AT da saME tiMe.. LIstenINg to simPLe plAn - perfEct OMGoodNEZz suCH a clASsiC.. heheh oLD schoOL o yeRr.. u NOE i NOticEd i diDnt sEe elYSia AliNa ireNE aND ADNy alL diS weeKEnd LIke wHOA.. mhUIAHIAUHAIU bBaLL wAz MEgA fuN i duNNo i jUS lUv dA fEeL oF aLL da tokIN n hiAHuia yerrr All iZ gUD gDU.. hAD mANii tokZ wiF jHA mAma.. alSO thiNgZz abT whALe spErmSs.. dAt IZsh fOR anothEr time tHO.. lOlzZ bY da wAiii JAY THINKS WHALES WANK THEMSELVES. hUAHIUAhuia fuNNi ASs stuFfZzz ne wAIzZ mANi goTTa get A new vocABulAryyy MIne iZ soOOooOO oLD n ordiNAry HUAIhuia i goTTa spEAK diffErEntliii.. spEAKin oF speAKin lOLzZ.. i wAz tokIN to jAY ABt hOW i thINk LOOKING Ey woRd lOOKin wHIch inclUdeS druELIng ovA n tryIN tO snAG deprEssiVeneZz iZ URGH!!.. U HEAR DEM URGH!!.... hUAhiaau me n jAY sayIN how UrgH souNds frenCH hAUIhiuAhuia URGH!!... ne wIAzZ yerrr i jUS feeL da whOLE bF thiNG iZ URGH..., bUT i meAn i LIke beinG siNgLe.. i meAN yerr iF i hAPpeN to LIke A gUY mOre den othErS hu cAreZz.. jUS BE da saME anD if hE hAPpeNZ to LIke mE bAk den yErr mAYbe i wuD mAke n eFfort to ORgAnise suMFin rite?.. mAKin sPArks FLy n SHiZ lA dat.. BUT yerr A RELATIONSHIP IS NOT A ONE PERSON THANG... iF yA noE wAT i meAN PARTICIPATION OF BOTH TWO PEOPLE!!.. hAhaUIahU =D=D soO i dON giV a fuK personALiii... i LIke dA flIRtinG anD dA thRiLLS aND da slAppIN ASs AlL dat stUFf HEhehE... iTZ aLL fuUNnNN~` ALL SINGLE..?!?! hIAUHIUAhau i meAN yeAH i cNA stiLL saii heii dAt gUYZ hot or A bABe oR wATeva buT iT shuDnt bE suCH a bIG deAL lIKe i hAte dA fAct hOW sUtmiMEs i kInda oVer reACt AB thoW hOt sUmoNE iZ LIke oMG i hAv to hAv dEM noW.. lIke hElLOoOO u cNA dooO soO mUCh betA withOUt.. anD yerr perSOnALii siNGle LIfe iZ dayM fuUuuUuunNnnN.. alL da flIRtinG anD jOKin hehe iZz aLL guD... weLL i tiNK datZ abT iTZz heii??...

bA bAIzZz

hei hei dere seCKsiZzzZ~~

weLL hRmM lAtelii mA blOG abt skooL soOo mE try n ADd sum StuFf aT dA enD oOKiz?.. weLL skooL fiRst.. shAne pULLed joSH B fRoM dA aLEgS anD joSH bROkE hiS arM.. eEkk>.< ne wAizZ... i waz better todaizz u noe i waz tryin to hav fun n aLL.. heheh urMmm welL i guess alot came out todaizz.. and da begining of taking sides has begun onlii now its either danieLLez side or mine.. and well todaizz i got da assurance of steph zoe.. which kind ameans michael aswell and den matt.. n aaron.. u noe and da res tof da group doesnt realli matter.. hehe strong pplz but ne waiz datz not da point.. i found out dat danielle likez josh.. and i dont wanna be a bitch or ne thing like i mean da things steph tellzz me abt wat she says.. sounds serious n like sum wat scarii.. but like long story short.. steph tells me to jus go for it.. coz danielle has no chance.. zoe says dat danielle realli like shim but datz all.. aaron says jus let her go for him.. and if u dont want dat den im goin to tok to josh and make him settle it.. except da thing iz i noe he doesnt like BOTH of us.. and i don wanna take da risk of telling him u noe dat we both actualli hav feelings for him.. altho he noes danielle does... ne wwaizz at da end of da daii me and josh are fine.. but danielle iz sum wat pissed at sumfin and ignoring me.. so yeah fit da pieces togetha?... ne waizz off dis boring subject

OK weLL.. in mY opiNIOn i aCTualli tHINk auSsie gUYZ are LEss shALlow dEN aZN guyS.. i thiNK azn gUYd are dA moST shALlow shALoow.. spAzticATed gUYZ oN da plANet i meAN yeRr deii AR emAJor hOT n seCKsii.. buT deii persoNALiityy Are jUS meAn!! aZz... omG pErSOnalii i gET treAted wAiiiii wAIi wAIi bettEr LIke hePs betA bY AUssiE guYS.. deii treAT u reALLi guD.. aND alwAizZz gIVing u coMPLimenTS and dEii r reALLIi sweEt.. anD ok from ExpEriEnce whErE AccoRdinG to dA aZn poPUlAtion IM not dAt pretii... OOk aND frANklii i thiNK i gET alot of crAP fOR noT beiNG pretii fRom yerr... buT auSsie gUYS deii jUS givE u comPLimenTSs lIKe ur hAIr iS soO soFT anD ur eyEs are pretii n.. stuFf LIKe dAT anD LIke pEopLe cALlIng u Pretii.. i meAN LIk wtH?... hOW can u be treAteD soOOoo diFfErEntliii bY othEr pEOpLezZ?.. frANklii i thiNK iT jUS givZ dOSe jUdGEmENtaL peoPLes a bAD NAmE~~

yOU noe i havnt evn had a boifwend... but from da experiences i hav in dis skoOL.. i kinda hav a different thinking... like sumtimes ithink i wud rather like to be single.. coZ like u canjus flirt around wif ne 1.. and like yerr it seems so much more fun and easier heii?.. iduNNo coZ like sam sed hed rather be singel and so did aarona and it jus got me thinkin u noe.. it iz quite fun being single.. and also i like josh i dont realli wanna go out wif him.. do i realli not want to get a bf ne more?.. i quite getting convinsed dat i think dat waii ne waizz.. but den agen dere are sum thingz u miss out on not havin boifwendZz i guess... i mean yerrr... i duNnoz.. urmm i think..
bA bAIzZ~~

hei hei dErE seCKSIZzz~~

weLL letSs seE todaiZz stRted OFf reAL weLL.. i ignOred i wAz fiNE itzZ alL kooLZz.. anD deN i wAz iN LOTE.. JOSh camE to oUR tABle anD he wAz PLayIN wiF our stuFf anD he tOOK mA peN.. sO dEN at dA enD of dA LEssOn i asKE dfoR mA peN he sEd it wAz oN mA tABle i CUdnt fIND it.. sO weN we WeNt bAck tO oUR clASs I asKEd fOR it anD seD i cuDnt fiND it.. anD deN he juS buMPed Me whiLE he wALked pASs anD seD weLL daTZ yOur proBLem dEn.. LIke WTF?.. ONe mINute heZ fiNe anD dA neXt heZ aLL pissEd at Me?.. AnD dEN LIke we WeRE a LItttLE iNtO dA leSson anD dEn hE coMEsS anD duMPS mA peN on dA tABle wiFout tokIn to ME.. noT onE freAKin worD....sooO deN i wAz IN a crAPpI mOoD... aND yerr jUS b4 i toLD zoE aLL ABt it.. aND deN aftEr skooL hiM n saM werE ridINg pASs.. anD saM cAMe aND tAppeD ME firSt anD smiLed bYe.. buT i wASnt iN a greAT MoOD.. so i JUS wAved aND dEn jOSh cAMe anD tAPpeD mE.. anD he wAz smiLing AS iF we werE aLL fWeNDz aGen .. IM LIke WTF?... weRent U jUS ignOrinG me?.. I DONT UNDERSTAND HIM.... I REALII DONT.. uRGh aND zOe sAys dAt sHE recKon daniELLe LIkes hIM agEn.. aND i AM 100% sure daT ITz coZ heZ flirtIng wiF her AGen.. anD dA thINg iZ zOE ASks Me iF i actuAlii hAv fEelIngs fOR him.. anD i duNNo hOW to eXPlaiN it.. i meAN i dONt actuALii wANt to GO oUt wiTh hIm.. i dONt wANnA go ouT wiTH ne 1.. buT i cAre enUF daT if he iGNoreS me dAt i wiLL gEt uPSet... i reALLy doNt undErstANd wAt hEz thiNKing.. thIS mornINg we HAd enGLISh aND we cAMe LAte coZ we wenT to dA wronG roOM.. aND mA grouP had to seperAte anD zOe saT wiF joHS n aAron.. buT obVIOUslii i diDnt wAnnA siT dErE cOZ i NOE jOSh iS iGnorinG mE.. sOOo doEsnt dAT kInda meAN hE doeSnt wANna toK to ME?... aND so I Sat wiF mAtt terry anD dANe.. buT i MOved lAter tO stepH asH n dEm coZ we cuD movE ne where...

i aLSo hAd da bEeP teSt todAIi it wASnt bAD stoOPId fuKIn roBYn anD sTAcey diDnt wAnna do it so deii saT OUr lIKE wtF?.. u WUdnt eVN do Bad bUT deii stiLL duN wANnA.. aND i goT.. 4.6 buT mE anD dANIeLLe aND zOE hAD to droP OUt coZ da coLD aiR wAz pIercINg mA throAt.. i aLMosT lOSt mA voicE.. lIke iT wen reAL quiet n croAKii buT itZz ok nOw.. weLL i thiNK datZz abT it foR mA crAPpi craPPi LIfe?

bA bAizZz~~

hei hei dErE sEckSIzZ~~

aNother HORRIBLE HORRIBLE HORRIBLE dAiii... weLL u See i cANt sEem tO nOe wAt tO saii.. i dONt nOe hOW tO eXplaiN it.. urMZZz... welL OK.. weLL jOsh hAS BEen iGnoriNG mE rite.. aND yeaH i GUeSs yesterdaii it wAz mY fAULt cOZ i IGnoreD hIM fiRst.. buT iN my oPinIOn i stiLL thiNKS he thINkz iM alL ovEr hIM or Sumfin... anD HE cant tOK t ME uNleSs iM not eVn sure NE more.. wen I trY to tOK to hiM.. heZ seriOUS nOt fuN anD yerr coLD... anD dEn weN iM uPSet cOZ of daT deN h chOosEs da weiRdest tImeZz tO tok To mE anD da MOst stOopIdeSt thiNGzZ to saIii... iTZ iMmeNSLii stooPId.. anD yerr i trIEd toOo asK him y n aLL.. n yerr jus turns out shit.. EVERYTHINGZZ WRONG... iM tryiNg sooO harD not tO LIke hiM u NOe.. aND aLL dIS giVZ me dA crAp idEA dAt mAyb ei dO.. anD dAtz y iTZ suCH a hUGe deAl buT it aiNt.. anD pLUs i tHInk dA thiNg dAt pISseS mE ofF more.. iZ iF i doN flIRt wiF hIm.. hE alwAizZ comes uP to dAnieLLe anD flIRts wiF her IN mY facE.. anD deN he tRieS to tOK to ME as iF.. nUthin iZ wronG.. mAyBe heZ tryIn to mAKe mE jeALous or suMFin lIke teaChing mE a leSsoN noT to iGnore hIM or suMFin.. n ewAIz dA OnlIii gUY i flIRt wiF now iZ saM broWn... hEz a ckUUtie soOo nicE to ME.. heheh funiii lil feLLa... buT ne wAIzZ yerR i wAz diStrACted dA whoLE daii bCoz oF dis anD itZ juS at dA bAck oF mA heAD floAting..

TOMOROO I HAV DA BEEP TEST ARGH.. wAT dO i dO?.......>.< nAh itZz ok aS lOng AS suM 1 droPS oUt wiTH mEe.... rite?.. i hOPe zOE ruNS aND droPS ouT agEN mAYbe dEN i cAN droP out wiF her?... weLL deii sed deii onli got up to 3.6 cOZ oF her knee u NOe i thiNK i cuD go dAt fAR?.. hOPefuLLi.. n yerr nuthiN to woRriZz abT i jUS gottA thiNK diffeRenntt

i goTtA ApoLOgisE oR jUS act NOrmAL oR usMFIn arOUNd jOSH tomoRo.. heii cANt wAit tiLL dA beeP teSt iZ ovEr... n yerr hOpe fOR da beST daT iM not iN SUcH a shitty MOoD...

hei hei dere secKSiiZz~~

weLL leTS seEe.. todaiZzZz wAz ONe of thOSe unhAppi mUCky wAT AM i uPSet ABt dAizZ... hehe onlI lIke wAT mA seCOnd thiRd oNE?.. yerRr weLL i duNno todAIzZ i fELt LiKE i wAz uPSet ABt suMFin buT i wASnt quITe suRe abT wAt?... aND sOoOo i wAz kInda quiEt da whOle daIii... aND u nOe mA fWenDzZ aSk mE wATz wronG n StuFf i diDnt NOe eXactlii wAT to saii sO i sEd uNOE nuThin evErythINgz Fine... yeAH weLL i NOe nOW i gUesS...

OKkKkk soOoOo... eVeryONe noEsZZ daT u NOe me n JOsh u NOe... wE aRe bUDdi uPeD Like aLL the tiME.. eVeryONe nOEs dAT we KIdna hAV thiNgy.. foR eAch othEr rite?.. n i kInda thiNG mAybe im an atTentioN SeEkeR?.. cOZ lIke suDdenLiii todAizZ.. dAnIeLLe kInda... i duNno whErE evEr i GO sheZ deRe.. anD yeRr LIke mAYbe invAdiNg mY perSOnAl spAcE?.. Or terriTory?.. noT tO soUnd LIkE a abiTch oR netHIng buT i KInda fELt shE kINda toOk suMFin OUt oF mY daii.. LiKE aT art iM hanging wiF joSh sHE coMEZz asweLL soO da whoLe timE i enDed uP toking wiF saM.P hehe(funNi he wAz LIke bitIng mY juMper LIke a dOG enDed uP slAGgINg on iT hehe wAz LIek wooPzZ).. ne wAIz yEr anD dEn i wAz U nOE kindA foOLin aroUNd wiF saM.B (by da wAIi i kInda thinG i sPEnd ALOT Of tim EwiF saM.B hehEH) weLL LIke heS ticKlINg ME n aLL dat StufFzz.. n den dANiEllE coMes alONg anD stARts tiCkliNg hiM.. anD i fElT LIke shE intrudEd kInda anD soO i wALked oFf.. aND LIke 10 seCs lATer sAm.B cAMe ruNNinG aFTa mEh... yeRr sWeEt i NOe.. buT stiLL da whOle daii i diDnt nOE waT wAz bOtherINg mEe...

anD PLus da whOLE daii i wAz tryINg to iGnore jOSh.. cOZ i duNno yeRrR.. mAYbe hE kinda thiNKz dAT iM da oNE daT alwAIz flIRtsS wiF him fIRst oR coMEs to hiM fIRst.. buT yerR i wAz iGnorinG hiM da whOLe dAii.. n stuFfZz n hE triEd to Tok tO me bUT i ignoreD HIM anD jUS tALked to d otHEr gUY neXT to ME.. aND dA dA reST of da dAii i wAz jUS feeLing POoPY-bAD-mOOd anD deN iN oUR lasT periOD it wAz ANother OF ouR freE oNesZ.. anD i dIdnt fEeL LIke doIng ne thINg soO i sAT wiF meEshA n mAtt wiF daniEllE ON dErE siDE of dA roOm.. aND deN a few tABles tO tHE bAck OF the roOm wAz joSH n i duNno raMItASs n daNe.. n i asKEd daniEllE id shE wANted tO go tok to dANe... anD so we WeNT bASicALii dA whoLe tiMe i SAw hEr flIRtinG wiF jOSh i wAz tokIn tO daNE n jaMEs n raMitASs.. n eVeRy nOw aND dEn joSh triEd to tOK to ME n i iGnoreD.. anD i toOk jAmes hAT.. anD woRe it.. anD dEn we werE pAckINg uP anD i wenT to gO giv bAck dA hAt.. n JOSh cAMe up to ME n u noe triEd To toK to ME... n SeE wAt wAz wronG n i dIdnt fEeL lIke doIn oR sayIN ne thiNG to hIm.. aND he wAz LiKE hOldinG mA armS bEhiND me.. fOR LIke fuN.. n sAYinG hOW weAK i aM.. bUT dEn i wASnt goNNA tok To hIM soO dEn hE leT goOo.. n aFtEr skooL i wAz wALkIN n aaRon hAD hIS roCk bAnd n sO hE diDnt wAlk wiF... buT JOsh.B wAz stiLL dErE hEz aLwAIzz dEre.. anD i wAz wALKIN reAL sloWlii n i wAz lOokIn bAk evEry nOW n thEn to sEe iF joSh(josh.C) wAS wAlkIN but i cuDnt See hIM.. anD dEn hAlf wAii to dA rouND abT hE tApPed ME on mA bAk n smILEd.. bUT hE wAz ridiNg hOMe.. sO He wenT wiF sAM n triShen...*siGH* n diS iZ aLL A LOad oF buLshiT... iM suCh a bRAt.. gEttiNG aLL pooPI n upsEt ABt nuthiN.. uRGh attEntioN seEkIng brAt... weLL yeRr dATzz hOW i fEeL todaiZz.. bUT NOt toO Worrii toMOrO i proB bE mAS eLF AGainSszZ~~
bA bAIzZZ~~

hei hei dere seCKsiZz~~

OMFG... hOW fuKKed uP cAN aduLts gEt?.. mA dAD iZ suCH a FUKIN RETARD... i fEeL soOo daYm sorri fOR ma moMmii.. iF i wAz hEr i fuKin whAck hiMin dA heaD dEN mAybe hE WOULD LEARN TO FUCKIN APPRECIATE ME MOM... FukIN heLL hEZ soo gAY.. hE ruiNZz eVerythiNg.. aND he tiNKS heZ soO biG n mArCho weLL heZ a fuKIn lOSeR... neEds tO gEt hIS aCt togEtha AN DMYABE THINK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLEZ FEELINGZZ.. BEFORE HE OPENS HIS FARKIN MOUTH... bLOoDii heLL.. y cNA the jUS shUTuP anD bE normAL... OMFG... pISs da fuK out oF mEe

ne wAIzzZ oN suM betta NewZ HEZ LEAVING BY DA WAII ON TUESDAII WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!... weLLL urMZz i gOt skOoL tomoRo.. aND urmMm yerr.. aRt heheh yerr.. iT shud be quITe fuN tomoORo?.. rite?.. aND ummM weLL nuthiN muCh happEneD... i sEem tO be eXtremEmlii hAPpi lAteliii... LIKE wAIi toOo weiRdlliii hAPpi hEhehE.. wHy iZ daT i meAN i fEeL LIke iM hAVIN more FUn nOW deN i haVe iN primary skOoL.. anD LIke i Think hiGhskooL wUd be dA beST momEnt oF mA LIfe HEhehHE yerRr... aND yOU nOE wAt dA beSt tHIng iZz... i meaN usuALii i wuD hAV suMFin oN da bAck oF ma mINd.. dEre iZ nuthiN.. i meAN skooL IZ pIss eASy nO StreSs wAT so eVEr oF liKE handinG thiNGZ in OR beiNG slAk.. aND nO GUY pRobleMZz wAT so eVEr... eVeryTHang iZ kOoL.. iM not lOOkiNg iM noT broWsiNg iM noT iNtereStEd IN a pArticuLAr thiNG eiTher.. iTZ aLL kOoL wATevA coMEZ bUY coMEs bUY.. aND yeRr weLL beSideS da LIl thiNGz iN mA fAMiLii.. weLL u NOe ivE alwAizz hAted ma siSterS n mA dAD.. n dA wIi mA mommii coMPLains suMfin I CANNOT CHANGE.. uNfortunAtelii anD so I leAve it BE.. LiKE i hAv thiS LIl thiNg LIke tiME to mA seLF. thiNg reALii reALIi heLPZ iTZ jus LIke mAYbe n hoUr IN mA roOom.. jUS doIng wAT i fEeL LIke doing lIke lISteninG tO mUSic.. stRetCHes.. wArm uPS.. lAYINg oN ma beD...danciNg LIke a mANiaC.. tryIng on LCOTHEs lOLzZ... eXperimENtiNg wif diFfErEnt mAke uPS huiAHiuAHUIhaUIa.. yeRr aLL lOtsa fuN anD reAL reLAxiNg toOo.. aLthO i MAY sOOUnr LIke a RetArd aLL reALiii guD foR mA heALth nO boDii tO interuPt... i lUv mA stereo anD mA roOom.. heheheh weLL datZ aLll
bA bAizZz~~

hei hei derE seCKsizZ~~

weLL iTZ sat anD i decIDed to stAii hOMeZz.. sinCe mA dadiii iZ heRE.. urmZzz... i chANged mA blog sKin.. i mIXed uP StuFzz eXcept i cAntget rid oF daT stooPID boX at da tOP...>.< heheh buT pretii nE wAizZz.. urmMZz yesterdaii i sLEpt aT like 5 anD wokE up aT 8 heheeh wAhh~~ around abt 15 hours of sleeP eh?.. UHaIUhiuaHiuaiauhiuaha farNIii YErr i wAz mAjour tiReD... lAtelii skoOL tiriNg mE outZz yAh?... urmAzz hehe i spenT LIke 20 mINS jUS paiNTiNg ma thuMB nAIls HAIHAUIHAUIA... pertyyyyy cOZ i wAS tRyiNg to wriTe on Dem... i wiLL dO da rEst wen mA dADii leAves huiaHiuAhiua *siGH* i lUuRvv mA hOme.. hHEheHEhehe iMma gonNa bUM out todaiZz... hEhehe ne wAIzzz

urMMmZzz u NOe i wAz LISteniNg to aLL deSe saD sonGZz.. anD i wAz u NOe jUS in da mood foR aLL da sad sTufFzzZ rite?.. buT nuthiN hAppeNEd liKE i wASnt fEelIng alL daT depRessIve.. oR ANYTHING.. LikE i doN hav ne thANg to BE in a sad mOod in nE more?.. i LIke lISten To sad MUsIC alLL da tiME anD nO eFFecT WAT SO EVER?!?!?!.. LIke wAt EHehhe soOO nOw i liSteN to bOppY soNGzZ.... coZ i meAN iTZz niCe suMtimEs to LISten tO saddIii soNGz anD iF ur depReSseD hav a LIl biT of A cry n StuFfZ rite?.. buT yerr i cNAt DO DAT?!?!?!... hHEhe iM weRid.. u noe i kINda nOTicEd daT iM aloT inTo briTney lOlzZ... lIke her NEw soNGz b4 i thoT she wAz jUS weiRd.. buT i kInda LIke da diFFeRnet tuNEs n StuFzZ hheheh wiCKed.,..

ErMmzmZz wAT elSe to saAiii... oOooOOo TOTALIII ovEr aLL gUYZzz... InCludinG ivAn joSH wATevA... u nAme iT goNE POoF...i doNT carE n emOre.. iTZ alL juS foR fuN.. anD i doN reALLi cArE iF i hAve a BoifWenDzzZ OR NOT... coZ iM onlIii 14... i thiNK da reASon y i wAz so iNto coZ lIke dA peoPLeZz aRound mE n aLL... but latelii yErRr.,.. mA fWenDzZZ saii doN reALii cAre beSideS soMe hehHEhe... buT yerRr i doN cAre.. iF i doOO den bONus.. buT yerr iM aiGHTzz..=D=D=D..

bY da wAIi i hAv a shiT lOad oF hw to doZz.. aCtualii iT ainT dat bIG buTi juS canT be ScRewEd soOO dats y iT souNDzz lIke sooo mUCh.. hUIAhiuhua... aLSo U noe i nOticEd b4.. i useD to wANnA seE mA fWenDzz eVery Wk enD lIke iT wAz a bIG deAl to ME i hAD to hAv lIKe a reguLAr thANg goiN.. buT u nOE i doN get dAT uPSeT weN i doNT see dEM.. LIke iM fiNE deRe iz aLwAIzz neXt weeK lOlzZ.... hEHhehehe urmm i tinK daTZ abT iTZ foR mE
bA bAizZz~~

hei hei dere seCKsiZz~~

weLL letZz see.. i waz supposed to blog yesterdaii but i waz reaL slEePi.. soOo urmMm yesterdaii wAz da cRappIest daIIi oF skoOL... i wAz LIke gonNA go CRAZY!! like i wAz immNEslii bOreD... aND urGH i dIDnt feeL at ALll weLL.. u noe doSe timEs.. weN u jUS stARt oF grumPy anD AnnOId.. anD deN Argh u JUs feeL lIke sCreAMiNg.. yeAH.. anD da daii wAz aLL cLOudy anD rainY... anD eVerYone waz ALL feeLing shAted n aLL bAD mooDi.. anD sTepH n tARyn n lIanNa went hOMe.. yeah wasnt verii gud.. and jOsh wAsnt dErE eiTher.. anD dANieLLe sEd daT i wAz proBAbLiii not hAvin fuUn coZ jOSh wASnt derE... hrmM n u nOe i kIInda thiNK sheZz ritein suM wAii.. i nOe i doNt liKE joSH n aLL bUT stiLL... i tHinK da onLI thinG froM sayIN i actuAlii LIke hiM iZz.. daT da fAct i ProbABlii nOe hE doeSnt Like mE.. anD riTE nOW hE proB thinKZ daTi LikE hiM siNCe aLL guYZ are Like dAt.. mAN u jUS flIrt aROund anD deii ThiNK u hAV da hOTZz foR eM.. huGeeee lOAd of bULLshiT...

buT todAIzz wAz diFf.. he cAMe to skooL n aLL aND i caME fRom voCaLZ.. we caME a bit eArlii anD soO we hAD lIke 20 mINs leFt tiLL luNcH timE.. anD yeAH asH zoE mIChaeL amY sAm n jOSh.. weRe alL At OUr tABle.. anD sO i jUS haNged oUt dere nO pOint doin nEthiNg.. anD deN i tooK oFf mA jAckeT anD i pUt mA fONe dErE asweLL anD deN... jOSh tooOK it.. anD he wuDnt giv iT bAck.. sooOo sAm jOSh n michAel werE aLL puLLing mA fone apArt anD hidiNg iT fROm mE... aND jOSh triEd to giV da foNE to saM bEHiND me... anD hE wAz jUS sTandinG dErE wIF hIS armS arouND me.. anD he wuDnt let Go dEN stooPId miChAel wAz lIKE bLAh blAH bLah... hHHehehHEh so hE let GoOO... anD dEn afTA a whiLe i got mA fonE bak slowLiii IN PIECES... hHEhe joSh gAVe mE mA bAckINg cASe bAk lASt... heheehhe dat wAz fuN thO.. hHEheHEHe... hEhehEh todaii skooL roCked aS usUaL... oK mAybe i do kINda hAv thiNgy foR jOSh buT i wUDnt gO out wiF hIm... iTLL jUS be weiRd.,... i jUS liKE to flIRt a LIttLE in skOOL... =DXD hehehe... o aND jOSh wAS siTTing on DA tAble anD saM wAs neXt tO hiM.. aND i sAt neXt to jOSh.. anD deN mIchAel wAz LIke.. joSh u wAnna gO out wiF beCKy don U.. jOSh diDnt saY ne tHInG so I wAz jUS lIke noo.. and deN miChael wAz lIke n beCky u wANnA g out wIF joSh don U.. anD i wAz lIKe no.. anD deN michAEl wAz lIke greAT iTs a dATe deN LOlZ... hehHEhe farnii feLLa.. buT yerrrrrrr....

BY DA WAII MR. QUINN IS A FARKIN SLEEZE PETEFILE RETARDED FUk ASS RETARD... uRgh hE pissEs da FUk oUttA me.. HE ISNT EVN OUR TEaCHER.. fuKin .P.E teACher anD hE coMEzz anD hang wif out neighbouhood like all da time and i cant stand to go to da other side of da room cOZ he wiLL say SUm stooPID oLD farkIN remArk hEz suCH a FUK HEAD... lASt TIme i wAs riGHt IN froNT of mR. beANlAnd anD he diDnt cAre i wAz in hIS clASs.. anD den mR quiNN coMEs aLong anD toLD me to Go to mA clAsS areA.... FUKIN RETARD!!!... Urgh

ne wAIzz yerRr.. i haD mUsiC todAIzz hehehe iMMa goOod at DrumZz..miuAHiuhaiua... heheh datZ aLL ...
bA bAIzZz~~~

hEi heI dErE seCKsiZzz~~

weLL urmZz leT sEe SUMFIN I HAVE NOTICED... ANd i Am trULy proud of... AhhHHH mA fingErs Are soOO sOre.. stoOPid enGLisH hw...=.="" huAHuAHU datz not it uRmZz yeah i ve noticed latelii dat... I DONT ACTUALLI LIKE NE 1... i realli doNt.. liKe u sEe i notiCed weN.. todaiZz aPPArAntlii sTepH CHuckeD a SpaZ teLLing me N jOSh to hUrry uP n gO ouT alreADii rite?... yeAH weLL den i wAz tokIN to dANiEllE anD deN i jUS hAD enUf anD heR... I DONT WANT TOG OUT WIF HIM AND I DONT LIKE ANYONE... anD sHE seD reALlii u doNt liKE hiM da lEaSt bit aND i wAz LIke NO!.... LIke i ADmitt A teeny tenny tenny bIT but dAT wAz B4.. anD i hAv coMe tomA seNSeS aND i JUS couLDnt bE scrEweD... sooo nOw i oFficiALli doN like anYone anD im proUD of iT.. anD yeaH heIiii tAKe it slOw IM oNLiii 14 rite?.. hehHEeh alL iZ gUD guDzZZz.... anD helLo IM NOT DAT TYPE TO GO OUT WIF HIM RITE?.. im da stereotypical chik.. dat goes for da tall hansome ASIAN night in shining armour on horse rite?... hu jus happens to plaii bball or soccer... rite?.. i duN go fOR aUSsie guyZz.. anD i wAz jUSs tinKIn abt wat it wuD be lIke if i ActuALlii went out wif jOSh yeAH diDnt liKE it dAT mUChZz.. i tink?.. iTD be jUS soOO dayM weiRd.. yeah weLL dis whOlE thiNg wiF stePh hAppenEd coZ i wAz sooO bored ON da oThersidE of dA roOm stuCk wIF zoE n michAel dA tWo love bIRdsS lOlzZ,... coZ danIeLL leFt me>< hehe soO i went to visit steph and i didnt evn notice josh dere... anD deN i cAMe i wAz lIke eEekZz u guyz im sooO bored.... anD deN i saW hiM i stood in bettweeN anD den he put his arms out to giv me a hug so i went to giv him hug and den he like swivelled me so i wAz enDeD up sitting on hiS lAp wif ma arms around him.. anD yeah and den stEpH went to zoe and michael and den danielle ran afta her.. and den wen me n josh came bak danielle toLD me ABt wAt stePh seD.... i mean jOSh iZ cuTe n AlL n mAjor pOpUlAr n shiZz... but idoN thiNK heZz ma type.. i duNNozz...*siGH*.. welL i tinK datZz alLZz
bA bAizZz~~

hei hei dere seCksiZz~~

OK REAL EYE OPENER... i hAV jus reALizeD suMFin... IM NOT FOLLOWING BY MA RULES.. iM toOo iNto agen... da whOle fLirtiN And tokIN to guYZ oN purpOSe.. anD thiNKin iN dosE obseSsive wAizz... ALL WRONG.. diS iz alL tNX to ANONYMOUS..*couGH*.. shOWed mE reAL eyE openEr.. oK hu givEs a fuK abt ivAN?.. Y dO i toK abt hIM SoO MuCh.. i shUD jus shuT da fuK up... aNd alSo y dO i pretenD to BE suMFin iM not arouND cErtAIn guyZz?... LIkE i eND uP lOokInZz lIke xtRA tArt.. anD iTZ gettin to dAT poInt wheRe sOme of mA fWenDzz are sAYIN.. sTuff daT i seD to amY... CALL ME HYPACRIT?... oMgoodneZzz i jUS gottA keeP remiNdinG mA selF ovA n ovA ageNZz.. heiii I DONT LIKE NE 1... ABSOLUTELII NO 1.. iZ aLlL gud gUDzzZz... nOboDii datZz riGHT i doN lIke ne gUYZz... aND pLUs iM stARtin to gEt siCK OF KEEp oN tAKin inTerEst iN da sAMe guYZ?... LIke i wAnnA mEet New pPLZz i soo waNnnA mEet nEW PPLZ lIKe iN diff skOoLZz... >_< uRgh!! iM siCK OF ALL da saME guYZz.. anD urGH yeAH wAz toKInto dEe abT treATinG alL dA gUYZ jUS lIKE oUR normAL fWenDz.. anD daT we doN lIke dEM in dAT wAIi to PUt deM in frONt of OUr fWenDzzZ.. anD thiNin aBt itZz yeAH i thiNK i wuD stiLL chOOse mA gfWenDzz b4 mA gUY fweNZz heii.. I DONT LIKE ANYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... weLL datZz aLL~~ bAK to mA hArdcOre meE~~ i think ma style has changed a bti toOo bit more hardcoreY wAii individual... like da thingZ im interested in.. i dunNO suMtimes i feeL reALli clASsy ONe moment anD den cuTe anothEr anD den i feeL lIke beiNG inDIviduAL i duNNOz itZz all weiRd...
bA bAizZz~~

hei hei dere seCKsiZz~~

urMM let see suNdaii wen to church i wasnt in a verii gud mood todaizz.. =.= urmm 3 words I HATE SITERS?... fArkIN heLL y do deii hav to be soOo opinionated and NOSY!!.. y cant deii jus leave me da fuk alone?.. izzit dat hard NOT TO TOK TO ME?.. do deii hav to stik to me dat much deii absolutelii neeed to diSs.. me EVERYDAII?... datzz wat stopping ma life from being jus dat lil bit more urmm BETTER?.. omfg deii shud jus leave me da fuk alone............WHY?!?!?... iZzit seriouslii dat hard to KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT?... fuKin big mouthZzz... URGH!!!!... datz wat puts me in bad moodzz.. my GAY GAY GAY FAMILIII... i guess itzz da huge age gaps heii.. i get treated like frkiN shit jus coz im da youngest... and trust me i am not spoilt ... if i am WELL IT MAKES UP FOR DA SHITI GET FROM FAMILY... so reallii ITZ BALANCED... so im not spoilt huh..=P

weLL ne waizz ok dis denial method of mine... WORKING LIKE A CHARM!.. heheh all iz gud gudZz... eXcept da fact dat it makes me wanna like ivan evn more than b4... not gud>.< heheh but o weLLzz and oOO u noe i jus noticed... heheh i think im pretii jealous of jay don u think?... hehehe cOz she can jus go about not liking guys... and be fine.. and plus she major major gud buddiZz wif da guyz... sumtimess makes me feel like a tart.. i mean do i actualli try to impress these pplz?.. like wen i jus look at ma self sumtimes i think im not ma self around dem ne waiz.. like am i trying to actualii be a tart.. cOZ dat jus OOO wrong.. i mean we r tokin abt ma guy fwendZz here.. i mean u dont need to impress dem... and do izzit jus me or u get da feeling im xtra xtra girliii.. and ditzy?.. maybe im turning into a drama queen?... i dunno but i hell think i aM.. and itZ scarii i mean... i look at all those chix and dis dem.. wen i axtualliii cud be A HYPACRIT.. coz im jus like dem... like wtf?.. yeah well dis is my questionaire for da week well maybe for a while..... scarii stuff asweLL heii.. ne waizz yah... theme for da weekkk.......................BE YOURSELF?....................

urmMm.. oOKizz more interesting stufZzzzZzzz... wellL urmZz let me sEeEe tink tink tink u noe u all wann ahear abt guyz???.. haiuhuiaiuahiuahihiuhauia... urmm weLLzz dere isnt much dere... to saii abt guyzz.. except da fact dat im in denial... rite?.. hehehehehe i luv dat word fixes all ma problemZzz... mhuahiauhiuahuiaa... ok between me and u blog.. soOoooOO intooOO ivan itZzz not funni... ok soOo not funnii.. actualli itzz quite funiii.. heeheeheeheeheehee~~ KEKEKEKEKE lOlzZ... hahahha ne waizz yerrrr..<-- love dat word.. yerrrrr soundss kooL hehehe.. ne waizzz yeah... realli realli into him.. but rememba im in "denial".. lOlzZ.. huahiuahuia it realli works u noe im perfectliinormal around him... and i tok to himlike normall it roxXx!!.. i am soOO dayM smArt.. but u noe da funni thing.. i go to skooL and i forget all abt him.. until wen i notice dat im flirting immenslii.. and den i realise heii memba u like.. ivan so don take it soo far wif dis guy?!?!?!.. yerrr~~.... welll datzz all~~
bA bAizZzzZzzZz~~

hei hei dere seCksiizZ~~

weLL letss se todaizz iz saturdaii and yesterdaii i had pupil free daii so two daizz of guD olD rest at home... stpeh and dem ask me to go watch a movie but nah... didnt feel like it... and plus gotta lay low.. hehehehe.. otherwise ma mommi scunt me agenZz>< ne waizz urmmZz.. oMooDneZz i hav ma flute eistedfod... >.< daYm iTzzZ o weLL if i stuFf uP hu careZz rite?.. >.< ne wAIzz yeah gotta practice LotSs... ne waizZz

weLL i understand da whole situations wif ma fwendZz noW... and itzz kind ain da position where nuthin can be done unless... jus one jus one person takes da chance i mean... da whole thing of apologizz and acceptance rite?... yeah well since one side has apologised,.... maybe itss time for da other side to accept and make up be fwendzz rite?.. weLL datzz da thing da thing dat worriz me iz dat da choice where she can either leave us.. or she accepts our apology... ... man fuk dis... yeah i feel a lil awkward using names but hu givs rite?.. yall noe hu im tokin abtZz... and imma gonna apologise rite here and now... actualli too all da pplz... toe eD, dee , han, chri, anDy, eTC etC etC... Imma soRrii abt maybe sumtimes i havnt.... realli understood wat u guyzz doin rite?.. and maybe i sound like me taking sides or maybe blaming u sumtimes?.. and maybe sumtimes i dsound like im saying ur evil bitches.. or dat your mean and stuffs rite?... yeah me sorriZzz didnt mean toOo.. LUV yOu aLL...oOKoiz.. and tO urMZz dunno if dese pplz read it but juZ incase.. urmm eLYsia mayBE?... i duNo maybe suM finGZ sliP oUt of ma mOUth... hehe notii notii me.. anD lastliii irene my lil i pie ni ni ni ni... urmMZz sorrii for da weirdneszz?.. urmm maybe havnt been tokin to ya much eh? or maybe u tink we bitchin abt yaz and etC.. ... hehe lil irene soOo quiet.. sorrii mateZz but i try reaL hard toOo tok to yAz... soOrriIi if it seeM like me ignoring ya or sumfin... cOZ not lUB yOU.. hehehe aND soRRii to aLL da ppLZ dat hav to liSten to mA stoOPId shiT rambLing on anD on.. ok since i hav apologised .... itd be realli nice if all of ma fwenDzZ accept ma apologiZz..?.. oOKIzz bcoZ luV yoU aLLZz...

oK now i noE.. diS LIl ICE COLD WALL... IZ a pAIn in da Ass fOR evEryONe.. soOo cmoN You guYZz..=D=D tNX for trying ya beST iM mAJor pROud.. oF yOU aLL.. letSs jUS wAItt anD see wAT hAppeNS heiii?... atLEast diD iZ da beST yOU ve trieD anD datZz gUD gUDzZ=D...

OTHER THAN DAT... i tiNK im in a verii happi happi mOod moOd?... yAH?.. hehehe mA lIfe iZ gUD gUdZz... eXcept da weIRdneZz wiF yOU gUYzz.. lIke gIanT bRiCk wAll stAb iN too mehZz?... yAh?... soOoo pAInfuLLLLLLLLL~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>.< welL lUv yAz aLLZz..=D-D wAIt wAIt dere iZ more..

aBTz da gUYS n aLL dat shiT,... eDLyN showeD me REAL EYE OPENER SAME WIF IVAN... yerrr... like deii both like stiLL yOUng wAtss hurrY.. rite?.. and i was tinkin yeah,... maybe jusin it for da fact to saii hav bf?... but nah trust me not dat... dere are actual reasons except soOO embArassingg LolzZz... leT me jUS saii ivAN mAjor kUutIiII lOlzZ>...=P

buA buaiZzZ~~

hAl;oOOooOoo~~ ma seCKSIZzz~~~

oMgoodneZz i hav jus been tokin to edLYN.. and I HAV EXPRESSED MA FEELINGS IN ACTUAL WORDS.... u noe da whole i actualli do like ivan but am in denial thang... well imma gonna tell u

first of all in my opinion i think dat I still like ivan and since i told ming dat i dont.. i think i like him even more!!!!!!!!... but i sed it coz im putting ma self in fdenial.. bcoz u see.. if im in denial den i wud act maself.. bcoz ifi saii i like him den i wud tryto impress him and not be ma self and be awkward... and den not speak to him and den get awkward... u see and pluss evn if i waz to like another guy.. i flirt wif like bloodii 50 billion of dem soo it cud be ne 1 of dem.....
another bit
OK AND A BIT OF DA CONVO WIF ED...
`•._.•´¯¤"¤ -=v3R5uS_1601=- ¤"¤¯`•._.•´ eVeRtImE i trY tO fLY..i fALL wIthOuT my wingS..i GUeSs i nEeD yOu... says:
why dun u wanna like ivan tho?
`•._.•´¯¤"¤ -=v3R5uS_1601=- ¤"¤¯`•._.•´ eVeRtImE i trY tO fLY..i fALL wIthOuT my wingS..i GUeSs i nEeD yOu... says:
ivanz funNy
+*+ =[bOi YoU LoOk sO sEcKsiii]= +*+ `•._.•´¯¤"¤ -=v3R5uS_7143=- ¤"¤¯`•._.•´ says:
bCoz.... yOu now how degrading it iz jus waiting there for him?
+*+ =[bOi YoU LoOk sO sEcKsiii]= +*+ `•._.•´¯¤"¤ -=v3R5uS_7143=- ¤"¤¯`•._.•´ says:
and itz not like hez eva gonna like me bak..
+*+ =[bOi YoU LoOk sO sEcKsiii]= +*+ `•._.•´¯¤"¤ -=v3R5uS_7143=- ¤"¤¯`•._.•´ says:
and so i will try to be da best i can and den not actualli be ma self..
+*+ =[bOi YoU LoOk sO sEcKsiii]= +*+ `•._.•´¯¤"¤ -=v3R5uS_7143=- ¤"¤¯`•._.•´ says:
and den i get awkward and den i don tok to him as much den i get put off
+*+ =[bOi YoU LoOk sO sEcKsiii]= +*+ `•._.•´¯¤"¤ -=v3R5uS_7143=- ¤"¤¯`•._.•´ says:
SO I AM ALWAIZ GONNA BE IN DENIAL .. so i can be normal around all guyzz... yes yes

dat explains it self dont it??

another
+*+ =[bOi YoU LoOk sO sEcKsiii]= +*+ `•._.•´¯¤"¤ -=v3R5uS_7143=- ¤"¤¯`•._.•´ says:
and plus... wen i do saii dat i do... den like da ppl around u tease you and saii heii hez looking at u and maybe he likes u and... heii u neva noe he mite like u i think u hav a chance
+*+ =[bOi YoU LoOk sO sEcKsiii]= +*+ `•._.•´¯¤"¤ -=v3R5uS_7143=- ¤"¤¯`•._.•´ says:
and den da more u tink heii maybe he likes me or i hav a chance and den da more dissapointed u will become

ok well their u go my lil words of wisdom!!!..... for da sake of liking sum1.. and not becomming upset... i mean yeah sumtimes maybe its fun... to get teased n stuff.. but for me i think id prefer it if i waz in DENIAL!!!!... so think wat u want.. but im alwaizz gonna be in denial and im alwaizz gonna not like ne 1.. instead keep ma options open and jus think heii he wud be a nice guy to go out wif or.. hez a hunky hunky guy.. and if he happens to like me bakk.. DEN I WILL confront everyone and reveal ma feelings n saii dat ilike da guy..=D=D=DXDXDXD... oOok

ok and alsoo... all da chix in da house hu get flattered wen a guy likes dem... raise ya HAND!!!... *raises hand*.. of course unless its sum mutated retard hu iz absolute losa rite?.. but normalii evn if u don like da guy u still get flattered dat deii like u.. well for me ne waizz wen i guy likes me i think datzz real kutte.. although dere wud be no chance for him at all for me to go out wif him unless i liked him enuf.. bcOz like yeah i don go out wif jus random guyzz.. man if i did.. i wud hav gone out wif sum realli bad pplz...>< NE WAIZZZZ!!!!!!!... yeah but i askd around n stuff.. but apparantlii guys arent flattered... deii dont care... like hellloo WTF?.. do da chic feelingzz realli dont count that much unless deii r liked by da guy or extremeliii hot!!?.. now to me dat jus sounds like guyzARE FAGS!!!!!!!!!!!>.. and trust me wen i get a bf he will definatleii be a S.N.A.G!...(sensitive new age guy)...

also another feeling at skool wif da guyzz i feel like waiii up dere.. and den i tok wif ma other guy fwendZz.. and i jus feel like shit!!!!... URGH!!!.. wat retards... deii piss me off!!!!..... datzz y i WILLL TRY EXTREMELII HARD WIF ALL DA POWER INVESTED IN ME..<-- lOlzZ funnii.. to not lik anyone from applecross coz i will be immenslii dissapointed.. and depressed.. man y cant ne asian guyz come ot ma skool ... well decent ones.. ne waizz URGH!! datzz abt all ... LUV YOU ALL
ba baizZz~~

hei hei seCKsiZz~~

OMFG!!!... lIke i thoT u PeoPLz ALREADIII HAV D WRONG IDEA OF MA BLOG...farkIN heLL.. i dont mean dat you all fukked in da head LITERALLI... did u not se eme laugh?.. heLLO?!?!? wat im trying to saii iz i don evn noe watz goin on ne more... datz how hectic da situation iz.. i cant follow where everyone iz goin and y?.. yeah maybe i wrote ma last blog a lil weird but those words jus came out so i wrote it down.. jeese and alreadiii PEOPLE THINK IM TAKING SIDES!?!?!?!.. how manii farkin timezz do i hav to tell u im noton sides.. AND IM NOT CRITICISING NE 1 EITHER... COZ IM JUST AS BAD AS DEM.. IM NO HYPACRIT!!!!!!!!!! yes well now datz sorted.. don farkin think dat im on ne 1 sides or calling you guys bad names or ne thing.. bcoz wateva ur doing im doin jus da same... so if da situation is screwed... DEN IM SCREWED TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... OK?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?.... *siGH*.. man i need to go to ma skoOL.. tokto yaz laterzz=.="""""""""""""""""""""""""""""
ba baiZzz~~

suP mA seCKSIIZz~~

weLL lets see nuthin much realli happens in ma life.. i mean da usual go to skool laugh like wacko half the time muck aroun walk around gossip makes jOKes n stuFfZz.. and tok abt a whOLe lOt of FLIRTANG?!?!... hauihaiuihua fUN aZ~~... ne waizz well i kinda been thinkin abt dat rite.. and i waz thot u noe dat saying it doesnt matta howmuch money u hav u can be happi rite?.. and no matta how rich you are u can stiLL be miserable and all dat shit i used to be major against dat.. u noe like i mean in dis world cmon BULLSHIT... if u had a shit load of money people will come suk up tO ur ass like a PERMANANT HICKEY!!.. (by da waii ma teacher had a hickey on her neck todaizz LOL we gave her soo much shit huihaihuia) ne waizz bak to da subject.. yeah well as i sed i hav a different waii of thinkin i guess... i mean if i waz majorlii rich like bill gates.. but da whole azn population haed me i wud be IMMENSLIII DEPRESSED... yeah and like i guess if ma fwendzz hated me.. i guess i wud be prettii upset to.. and u wudnt be able to trust da new fwendzz u get bcoz maybe deii usin u or sumfin but i don think no iz dat eviL.. but newaizz yeah i mean i guess u cud be upset evn if u were a daym fuarkin rich cunt!!.. ahiuahiuahiuuhai

i also realise how LUCKY?!?!?! i am maybe?.. coZ like i mean here i am in ma owN lil world awaii from ma other fwendZz... wif ma skoOL fwendZz jus enjoiinG ma lIfe.. cOZ i mean i lUuurvVv tO see ma fwendZz at skoOL.. i hav da beST dayM farkIN fun Time.. and i think da best thing abt it iZ like different pplz different experience rite?.. and plus itz a whole different place that i can jus chill wid?.. anD PLus.. popularity as everyonenoeZz can make you rlife an immense bit bETTER!!.... ahuiahiuuiahu aNd im jus like whack half da time.. and den u come homeand hear about how ma fwendZz jus hav da shittiest time at skoool.. u wud think dat bcoz deii wud hav more fun but deii jus hate each other evn more?.. and itzz evn less fuUnn.. i mean like WTF?.. r u pplz doiNZz.. i mean if i had da option of staying in an isolated skool like wbc or goin appex wif ma closest buddizz.. i wud try hav da bestest time eva.. and cherish every moment dat i can spend wif ma fwendZz.. iTz dat iMPOrtant.. and if ne of ma close fwendZz were to turn dere bakZz on me i wud be hiGHLy FUKKED UP IN DA HEAD.... huaihau weLL BY DA WAII MEMBA NO NAMESS.. well as i hear.. maybe sum of ma fwendZz takin irene thang a bit far?... i mean yeah can understand opinions rite?.. and u cant change da free will of what pplz think abt each other.. but yeah ma fwendZz also saii dat if it went to da extent dat she wud leave deii wud try immenslii to fix it?.. and den i ask dem all dere opinins of y deii dislike her or if shezz annoying BUT IT ALL DOESNT MAKE SENSE,,.. i mean yeah fun bitching abt it and all rite?.. but we are all doing it for da wrong reasons?.. maybe if deii had a real suitable reason.. and if it AFFECTED dem immmenslii mite be alrite.. but let me jus saii DIS IZ FUKKED AND Y ALL NOW IT... i mean i wanna be fwendZz wif all ma closest fwendZz SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I CANT SHARE MA OPINION CO ZIT MITE SOUND LIKE IM TAKIN SIDES.. or dissing dem.. and den obviouslii dat wud cause a wall of ice rite?.. and DIS IZ DIRECTED TO ALL MA FWENDzZ.. YEAH U PPLZ READING IT.... i LOVE MA FWENDZZZ ALL .. yeah datzz rite wif da letteres L-O-V-E... dayM straighT.. and i wudnt take sides and i wudnt wanna hav fights wif ne 1.. BUT if i seem like i am ITZ ONLI COZ I STILL WANNA BE FWENDzZ WIF ALL OF YOU.. not just a few... yeah bitching iZ ok rite?.. but jus pushing it sooo far iz not... id saii... YOUR ALL FUKKED IN DA HEAD.. hahaiuhaiuhauhaihaiuhaiuaiuiuauiaiuahiuahuiahiuauahiuhauhiau.. (im not crazii) trust me yaLL shud see it from ma point of view.. yall running around like chickens wifout heads.. DAYM FUKIN CRAZIII?.. and i am saying everyone of ma fwendZz.. not jus a few or dat person EVERYONEZ!!... man dis shit neeDs to be fixed.. yeah i noe i saii some nastii shit tooZz sumtimes.. all for da fun of it.. and i maii DIS dat person EG. da msgS.. hehe yeah but datzz coz i actualli hate dat.. dat annoying lil cute thang yeah dat i hate it datz y i diss it.. doesnt exacltii mean i am dissing da person.. jus da waii she speaks huiahuaihua.. but yeah LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!... and figure dis shit out plZ?... or else y all FUKKED!!.. memba bec LUVA YA!!
ba baiZzzZ~~

hALoO~~

weLL dere are a few thingz i hav to clear up abt ma last blog.. ok first of all i may not like ivan in dat waii but he iz still a TOTAL BABE!!!.. heheheh yeah hottie.. and i think immakin to much out of dis whole josh thing lets forget it.. and jus stik to flirting and havin fun.. ookiz?.. heheh gUD guDzz
bA bAiZz

hei hei dere seCksiizZ~~

weLL u seE yesterdaii i wrote all ma thots an dboth got deleted hehe fresh new start den...=D=D

weLL todaizz waz mondaiii wen to skooL.. had heaps of fun... man ma skool likeprimary skooL hehehe..,. ne waizz urmm sam tryin to hook me and joSH up =.=""... he keeps asking us wen we togethaz... and den yeah.. man deii make such big fuSs... i waZ cuddling wif joSh in his art class.. and sam asked us y don u jus go out alreadi?.. and den we both jus like speeechleZz.. and den his art teacher came in so i left.. to go to my artclass jus next door... (sam and josh cuZ and sam michael and josh like DA BOMB..most popular of ma skoOL).. anD so zOe saM anD micHaeL.. kepT toOKkINg to mE alLL daii askin if i wud actualli go out wif him.. and if i liekd him n dat stuFzz.. anD i wAz speeChleZz aND i thOT to ma seLF.. hOw com i cant say ne thing?.. coZ like itZ not technicalii dat i like him or nething... jus havin sum fun rite?=D..

ne waizz yesterdaii i waz sayin dat dere waz a guy in ma head.. and i waz tinkin abt him quite alot... and i thot heii weird as.. but den i thot abt "DA CYCLE" u sEe i alwaizz go through a cycle.1 u notice dem 2 u think"I LIKE HIM" 3. u cant be ureself bcoz of da stoopid fact u like him (must impress?).. and den 4. u get bored bcoz u don tok as much.. and den 5. u stop liking him.. and so since like i waz onli noticing him.. i HAVE TO stop maself from liking him so dat i wont go weird around him.. and dat i can jus hav sum fun?.. heheh yeah... anD yeah dere waz dat guy.. todaii i wasnt realli thinking abt him.. prob bcoz i waz at skool and yeah.. having lotsa fuN;P.. if ya noe wat i mean?.. man and jordan and aaron had dere.. rocK band practice soOo i walked hOme wIF da others till da round about and den walk ba ma selfZz><.. huiahiuahuai. and urmMMZz wat else well i cant realli memba wat i wrote yesterdaii ne mroeZz.. daYm..
BY DA WAII NO MORE METAPHORICAL NAMES EVERYTHING GETS REVEALED.. not like ne thing ot see

thE htinG iZ everything iZ muCkyy.,,, u seee i don like ivan n emore and itZ bcoz itz soo awkward coz me n ivan don realii tok ne mroe.. and on mingzz bdaii he otkked to me a few timess i was shokked coz he was actualli tokkking to me like normal.. and i jus thot dis aint gonna work if i feel awkward tokking to him.. i mean usualli wen i flirt wif pplz we tok for ages n ages.. and we hav heaps of fun.. buti cant even hav a stoopid converstion wif himZz.. so yeahi don.. and yeahi don think i like ne 1 at dis point itz jus dat i flirt alot... wif alot of pplzz.. and yeah i hav fun.. no harm done.. well i tink datzz abt all...WAIT MINGZ BDAII WAAS DA BEST I HAD DA BEST TIME MAN.. HELLA FARKIN FUNIII ... we wills see how tomro goEs.~~~
bA bAizzZz

hAlooO~~
weLLi noticed latelii dat pplz don realli write in dere blogz ne more i guess dat since we start skool not much happens.. but well i willl try ma best to make dis interesting yah?... oOok weLLzz

LAST NIGHT!!.. i hAd DA WORST dream well not da worst but.. no actualli it was prettii bad.. it waz daYm riTe fArKin weird.,.. ok so heZ da story.. u noe how itz mingz bdaii well it waz my bdaii instead and we were alll going to edlyns house... we were jus gonna meet dere and go sumwhere... but it wasnt edz exact house like it was totalii different and it waz surrounded by a brown brik wall and it had a white fence and i was walking towards the white fence to enter da house wen edlyn standing outside behind me sed WATCH OUT HERE DEII COME DA YR 11z.. and den like pendy and henry came jumping out and deii were all dressed in like skater guYZ clothingg.. and den like deii had heaps of fwendzz dere aswell dat ive neva seen b4 but deii were prettii hot.. and i rememba one guy was aussie and another waz wearing all blak but ne waizz.. deii were all running down da street and den we were all running down da street to dis loval park where it had a plaii ground and a tennis/bball court kinda thang next to it but it also had like a wall inbetween wif windows on da top ne waizz.. we were all running dere... and we were all jus mukin aroun don da plaiiground n stuffzz.. and den i went up on da lil bridge thingy.. and *waLker* wAz comming up dose lil chain ladder thingyz rite.. and we ended up meeting at da same place.. and den i ended up starting to tok to him.. and we started holding hands.. u noe and touching each others hands n dat touchy feellii stuff rites.. and den i asked him a question i forget wat it waz.. but den he started saying.. dat he cant be with me.. and den i asked y.. and he sed dat me and him dont make sense but him.. and he sed for example dis chik CALLED KRYSTAL?.. (hu da fuk iz dat).. but ne waizz hez like u see me n krystall make sense we match.. but u and me jus cant be togetha.. and den he let go of ma hands and went to ming at da bball courts... i was IMMENSLIII.. upset.. and dat just ruined it all.. ok.. and den we all went on da bball courts to plaii sum game like dodge ball or sumfin and dere were all dese huge HOT!! yr 11 guyZ.. and den out lil group.. and while deii were running around playing.. i waz still realli upset so i jus sat and leaned against da greent netting of da courts and i started to cry..... and jamie walks up to me and says heii bec wats wrong y u so upset rite.. and den i told her n all she did was like ooo.. o weLL cheer up and she wen on wif da game.. (itz ma bdaii and no 1 givs a fuk?).. and den dis guyz dressed in skater stuffz.. comez up to me an dgives me da ball.. and den i through it and it got stuk inbetween da window.. and it popped.. and den everyone realised how upset i was and walked to me but *waLker* knew and jus walked awaii.... and i just watched him.. FUK MAN AND DEN I WOKE UP... dayM farkIn scariii... soOo maybe i take it as a signe to bal off maybe or.. dat mite be true..? welll datzz all
bA bAIzZz~~

hAliOooOo~~
weLL letss see i havnt blogged in a while coz lik eyeah not much happenz or is on ma mind... weLL ive been goin to skool da first week jus flew buy... and on sat went to winthrop hang wif ma fwendzz..=D=D

newaizz skooL iZ kooL i mean da skooL worK iz piss easii and all i do ne waizz iz walk around tok to ma fwendZz.. hehe ma fwend terry he sed to me todaii beckIii i NEva see yOU do ne woRk hUIAhiUAha soOo tru MAn.. hehehehe.. yeah skooL prettii gUD foR me..hehehe mAN ivE got dAncing toMoro yAy..=D hehe we started jazz dancing dis term.. mAUIHIUAHiua aND netball.. jOrdAn iZ soOo dayM kooL hAUIAHuA ne wAIzz

sAt wAz dayM riite kOoL hAD lUnch wiF meL stAyed AT bbALL for aGEs.. OMGOODneZZ u hAv no idEA hOw guD it wAz toOO sEe *wALkeR* hE iZ soOo dayM adOraBLe.. haUIhiiuah anD yeAH i got to sEe all mA chikKa bEezZ.. heheh MA lOvElliii gFzZ oMgoodNEzz i wANna sEe *wALker*.. hEheh n i saw ray siNce a LonG lOng tiMe.. cant belIEve hE remembEreD mE..XD hehe kuUtiE.. ne wAizz iTz chOKz bdaii soOn huAIhiUA mAN woNDer hOW tHAt LL turN outZ.. OMGOODNEzZ i hAv no idEa wAt to weAr...>.< heh welL i cant think of ne thang else to write..

i duNNo wHY pplZ don lIke skoOl i MeAn i doN lovE it buT i tiNk pretti fuN..=D=D hAv fuN fun Fun..=D wiF all mA fwendZz.. hEhehehheh
bA bAizZz