sUp mA seCKsiZzz~~~

weLL leTs sEe i HAVE DA MOST WEIRDESTCRAP OF ALIFE TIME... FUCKIN BULLSHAT yAH... *cLears ThroAt* fOR aLL doSe mUDa FukA of A "friends" i hAv.. meANINg da GUys riTe.. I THOT THEY WERE MA FRIENDS.. meaning.. DEY WUD RESPECT ME AND MA CHIX... daT aLso iNcLudeS HUgs n sHIt wiTHouT thINkIN deii soOo greaT.. oMFG DEY ARE SO IMMATURE.. esP mINg.. mAN Like uD eXpect if u wan HUg deii HUg u baK as a Fare weLL or GreEtIng.. BUt wAT da hell deii tinkin... EwWww iMMa gonNNa get KoOtIZz... ewwWw i duN wAnnA haV a hUG.. iM MIte geT gUrL GerMz.. oR if i HUg sumoNe elSe.. AhahAHhah u LIke hIM... OMFG SO IMMATURe... LIKE HELLOO PEOPLE DO HUG AS GREETINGS.. sO as a chiLd u HUg Your parenTS ewWww U LovEdem.. u GoT mAn or woMen KOoTiZz... iM not yOUr frienD ne more... OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG PATHETIC I TELL YOU.. GET A LIFE... deii are so shELtered Deii ProbaBlii hAvnt eVen i DUnNo.. deii cant evn hug or cuddle or snuggle or make out or wateva shit.. IMMATURE BASTARDS... farkIN... I AM FARKIN 100% SERIOUS WEN I SAY DIS NO LAUGHSS... >=| I NEED TO MEET MATURE FUN GUYS TO HANG OUT WITH COZ MA "SO CALLED FRIENDS" ARE FUCKIN IMMATURE BASTARD WEIRDOZzZZz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can i express it any more?????.. i am shouting inside with ALL MY MIGHT!!! ..... i am 100% serious deii tink deii are all 100% gUD shiT anD dat deii think deii are playing hard to get.. BUT HU WANTS DEM?!?!?!?!?! *LoOkZ AroUND* WELL I CERTAINLY DONT.. SO iF ne oF uZz aRe readINg gO teLL yOUr bUddiZ daT NO oNe wANts deM.. aNd dAt.. deii aRe Low.. aND disGUstING.. IMMATURE!! can i express immature any better?????.. NOOOOOOOOOOO... it iz true girLs aRe more MAture deN guys...

I dUnnO abT da resT of da Chix.. BUT I SERIOUSLII want more guy friends.. actualli i jus want guy friends since i don hav ne.. there all girLZz... LIke i duNNo i NeeD FinD a LInK suMwheRe CMoN.. WHERE ARE YOU DECENT GUYS OUT DERE??... dere has to be sumone sumone noeZzz... dIS iZsh sooO HOpeLesSs....-________________________-"""

ne wAIzZ skooL IS preTii OkaYs.. hHah mA MATURE GUY FRIENDS... tink iM a LAggeR anD deii alwAizZ POke me N hiT me.. buT i donT reaLLi laG i jUS cant bE boTherEd to anSweR deM.. hahaha but iTZ fuNNi.. todaiZz LIke JOsh n saM chAsin mE arouND da skooL.. hAha anD dei PIcKEd ME uP anD tRied To PUt ME iNSide DA BIN!!!... bUT yeaH i scReaMed soo badLIi deii pUt me dowN hAhahahA.... sEe deii aRE fUn.. anD deii gIv ME HUgs ALL da tiME.. omg dID i TeLL u aArOn s bAnd iS pLanniNg to plAIi da anGeL theme soNg.. foRgoT wAT iT was calLEd.. buT it iZ kOoL.. hehHWhwh yeAh mA bAnd goT canCeLled n sOo i wAIted fOR aaroNs roCk bAnd to FInish coZ i alWaiiZz wALK hOme wiF hiM.. anD yeah da fuNiest tHAngs hAPPen.. haHAha yeah wellL datZ aBt aLL..

P.S ANyOne nOE aNY mATUre fuN gUYz daT we hAvnT aLreadI MEt CONTACT ME NOW!!.. hAHah
Luv yAz.. SeCksiZz~~

suP mA seCKSIZzZz..~~

weLL let see its da week end and jay came over to sleep ova yah.. it waz kooL ate a shit lOad of fOod daYm.. tinKin iM heavier alreadii lOlzZ.. ne wAIzZ yerr.. umm todaiZz we wenT to gArbbo LooK arouND i bOt lIP glOSs.. anD we meT pAtty jAson anD BINGY HAUahuaH... fuNNy mAn yerr anD den we wenT bALL... chiLLed dEre

OK HERE COMES DA THOTS... weLL aT diS rATe mA resPect LeveL mING hAS goNE WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY doWn.. noT that iT wAs hiGh anY waIzz.. i meAN iT soO far dOWn daT i resPect MIchAeL mOre den hIm... FArkNIn FARK arSe!!

ne wAIzZ uRmm diFfereNt thoT... LEt sEee GUys gUYs gUYs.. weLL i thiNK diS iS a bIG suBjeCT oN mA minD.. i DUnNO wAt iT iZz.. buT iM hAviN a bIt oF coNcern Wif da waii IM thiNKin it OF.. coZ i Think oTher pPlz are PErcEiving it iN a diffErenT wAIi... i duNNo i jUs get a vIbe daT mAybe Guys... ASIAN GUYS THAT I NOE... may tHInk daT i cant get NE oR suMfiN.. anD thiNK i neEd to get AS mUCh as i cAN.. Like iM desPO oR suMFin.. wen i WUDNT IN FARKIN HELL LIKE ANY OF EM.. exxcept yerr.. but u noe i say dat i wudnt like anyone at ma skool or any one in ma group.. and anyone from appex.. but hellooo hu aM i suPPosed to hAng Around anD mIx wiTH...?.. LIke serisoUlii aT dis rate i dON thiNK i wiLL eVer Like anOTher gUY AGaIN.. bEsideS hAvin an OPinion oN huz hOt n hUz noT.. bY da wAii iM oNLIii huggIN da worThyy PeopLezZ... daT basicALli jUS Leaves chi mU mY mei pHAUaHu anD anDy da DY CUP.. heheheh yeah he roXx.. uMm let see yerr LikE i duNNo i reaLLi doN LIke hAnginG wiF mA skooL frienDs anD i GUess i LuUvV to hAng wiF mA aZn OUtside skooL frienDzZ.. bUT iTs tAkIN me NO whEre.. LIke i reaLLi shuD thiNK hArd oN HU i cuD hAng wif heii.. Like iM not ditcHin ma beSTest bUddiZz.. i jUS wANnA get to NOe mOre PPLz.. Pref ASiAn.. YerR LikE skOoLzZ aLrite.. n aLL mA fWenDss IZ aLl rite n aLL.. buT i wANNA CHange SUMFIN NEW....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG WHERE ARE ALL DA PPLZ...O.O >=(............... bAsiCaLLi iM bOreD.. yeRr Like iTz Like i hAng wiF mA beSTest buDdiZz yerr kooL.. but even every guy i hang wiF feeLz Like mA beST bUddiZz.. sooo yeahh iTz alL fuN hAvin GUys as best bUddiZ toOo.. bUT doN u need doSe everynow and den hoT gUyz.. u jUs sToP anD thinK aboUt LIke everyTHanG arouDN u stopS or is LIke on MUtE... anD da MOsT chiNG a LiciOUs thanG JUs wAlks pASt.. I HAVNT HAD DA FEELING IN FARKIN AGES... doeS daT SIGNALL ANYTHANG?... *sigh* yeah i tink datzz abt all
bA bAIzZ~~

suP mA seCksiZz~~

weLL weLL da weKenD iz OVER!! ='(
i wenT shoOpAng wiF jAY pertii KOoL..
mAtt bOt ME a NEckLAce =D=D..
ne wAIzZz WENT BBALL anD gOt to sEe mA seCcKsiiFuLL FwenDzZ..AHHHH
dEii Are aLL sooO adorABle yAH?.. yeAh i lUrvV eM aLL..
heheheh... mAn pAtty craCked ME uP.. hAHhaa
urmm i wenT to eDz hOUse.. hAvnt beEn dErE in AGES!!.. yErRr
fuN sTUffz yeAh.. i ALso wAtcheD shreK2 soOOoo farniii!!

oK weLL as USUAL .. I DONT LIKE NE ONE.. =D=D
sooO verii ProuD..
aLthO i can saii i hAvnt reALli seeN nE hoT stuFf aROunds..
hhahah CHi chI mU mU iS fArnii.. i didnT get to tOK to hIm mUch thO..=(
o ANd i ASkEd a questioN at eDz hOuse i AskeD iF yOu HAD to Go OUt wiF ne ONe iN our grouP huwuD it BE?!?!!?...
yeAH anD nOoNE wuD AnswEr anD i wAz aCtuAlli tinkIn aBt mA seLF hu wuD i chOose?..
anD i wAz aCtuallii thinKin abT it.. Like MOSt pplz WuD juS eXpeCT me tO saii ivan ..
bUt i wAz aCtuLli thiNKin abT u NOe..
hu wuD i hAv dA besT fuN wiTH.. anD dA beST hUGS~~
anD crAP LIke dat... i wAz amAzed anD
i thiNK ive rouNDed it dOWn to 2 or 3 peoPLe..
But Like dEse chOIces are LIke iF ivE aLreADi hAd mA firSt BF.. rite?!?!.. yAH
bUT EwWwwWwwW pLEEzZzz.. i WUdnT go OUt wiF ne oF oUr lIL gROuP fwenDz..
eVen iVAn.. yEAH EvEn if ivAN aSkEd i thiNK i wuD aCtuALLi saY nO.. i duNNo..

U noe i hAVnt reALLi bEen IntO guyS lAtelii..
Like i Think The more seLf conSciOUs i gET dA MOre i foRget abT gUyz..
daTz a GUd thANg bY da wAii.. iTS fuN..=D=D

nE wAizZ i cant reaLLi thiNk oF ne thANg to saIiii soOo..
bA bAizZz mA seCKsiZzz~~

suP mA seCKSIZz~~

weLLi tink iM gettiNG siCk ... feCk=.= urGH!!.. ne wAizZ buT i wiLL get betTAz..=D=D weLl nuthin much happens realli i havnt seen ma azn fwenZz In AGES!!!!!.. haah weLL it feeLs lIke AGes.. urmm oNLI 21 daiZz left of skooL COUNTING DOWN!!.. DAyM CANT WAIt TO get oUtta sKoOLiz eh... mAN im reaL tireD.. ne wAIzZ

weLL haha as yesterdaii i waZ teLLin ivAN.. U noe doSe dancErs LIke da two gUYs oN da KelIS fiLM cliP to triCk me.. hAHah i wAz sayIN liKE doSe gUYs are jUS daYM kUUte HAhaha.. n YerRr tokIN abT stuFfzz... OMG.. chINgy hauAHUauhau i wAs teLLin ivAN how bball kInda giVes a gUY a seCksii trade.. n CHINGY.. heLooOo hE doeS bbaLL daYm seCksii he IZ... =D~~ ... back to realityy mite i remind u dat tokin to ivan has no effect on me wat so ever.. Auahuaha.. LIke yErr i NOe hEz hOt n aLL.. buT i wonT faLL for eVerytimE i hav guD conVo wiF hiM.. iTZ aLL kOoLZz.. =D=D mAn whY cant mA skooL haV ne aZns.. anD eVen if apPEx hAD aZn FUCK NO!!!.. i aINt goiN neAr doSe shALlow bAD asseD gUYz.. haha alTho aLOT OF DEM Are mA fwendZz deii Are PUSsyS eh.. LoLZz... but yehh i lUv eM ma fwendZz lOlzZ... i wANna nOe somEone TOTALLIII NEW.. LIke nOt evn mA appeX fwenDzZ Noe.. hah yerr.. weLLi tink dats all
ba baizZ~~~

sUp seCksii~~

wELL todaiZz wAz KInda drAmtIC anD aDrenALIne puMPing.. weLL zOe aS yOU nOe.. has bEen gOIn OUt wiF mIchAel fOr wAt 2 anD a hAlf yrSs.. aND den latelii he was ignoring her.. aND sOo shE askEd if i wuD tok to HIm anD i thOT iT wAz suMfin stooPId lIke aLwAiz.. *emotionAL zoE* anD yerr i wenT to tok... n Den he saYS.. weLL sam kInda says dat MicHAel doEsn LIke Zoe ne MOre anD daT shEz annOYing anD CLIngY.. i wAz jUs LIke omG i LIterlii cuDNttt CLose mA moUth... iT JusT droPPed.. anD den deii aLL wenT to whAck mA chIN soOo haha yeaH ne wAizZ .. mIchael SeD He wANteD o hAV a siNGle LIfe aGen i donT bLAMe hiM lIke hALf da guYs are isnGLe anD deii Love hiT coZ dei flIrt wiF hu evEr yEr?.. and dEN yeRr i diDnt thiNk deIii weRe gonNA breAKanYtime soOn.. anD deN at lUncH mE n tAryn wenT to mIchAel n sam n joSH b4 deii caME anD we WErE liKe suP shiT heADs anD samS lIke we Re goiN now anD i wAz lIke WAT?!?!?!.. anD deN me n saM shoOeD evEry oNE awAIii anD iT HAppeNEd aLL came doWn liKE A BOMb sheLL mIChaeL sEd hE waNted tO breAK uP wiF zOE.. anD she wAz abOUt to fAInt.. sHE LiterAlli scReAm crieD.. BALLED HER EYES OUT.. lIke heR fAce wAz aLL reD n wHOA ivE nevEr seEn hEr sooOoo EmotioNAL b4 eH?.. buT den agEn diS is a pretii bIG thiNg anD to mAKe it woRse jUS b4 danieLLe wAz re ASsuring dAt he lOves her aND wudnt breAK uP wiF her bOI wAz shE wronG.. anD zoE haD seD daT miChaeL is eVeryThing to HEr... n yeRr iT waz hELL weiRd.. n Den iT spreAD acROss dA whOLE neiGHbourhOod... i feeL sooo sorii foR her.. bUt den aGen iT wAsnT mIcheALs fAULt.. hE cANt go oUt wiF suMOne hE doeSNt LIke ne mroe.. anD eVen saM seD he hATed zoE iM LIke whOA~~.. u NOe

mAkeS u tinK heii i meAN i NOE dAt i DOn reALLii wANnA bF riTe NOw.. yErR??.. ITz LIke iM hAvin fuN da wAIi i AM.. aND yeAH i reALl i reALLi LIke mA lIfe yeAH?.. N LIkee yeAh i NOe zOE wiLL go THrougH daT moPing tiME bUT afTA she wiLL be sooO mAD.. daT she wiLL be stronGer den evEr.. yEr?.. weLL i noe iF i eVEr breAk uP wiF a bf wenevAr dat mAY be.. i wiLL try mAke iT da beST i cAn lIke.. hAHha yeAH i undErstANd datzZ zkooL kInda wAii yeAH?.. iLL try reaL hArd.. i meAN LIke i mAii lIke bein siNglE n all yeAh?.. bUT iTS alwAIzz to eXperienCe hAvin bF,... bUt im saaYin i don reALli caRe if i do noT a biG issue yeH?.. hrmm wellLL datZz abT alLLzz
ba bAizZz~~~

suP seCKSII~~

weLL lets see... i hav recentlii notice i can be a fake ssumtimes to fit in da environment around me.. yah?.. totalii sooo i eVen experimented wif it i waz normal a couple of daizz all hell broke lose wif ma fwendZz n all im nice n all la di da my FAKE SELF... and we are all happi havin fun.. daYm im GUd.. hUAIhiaHiua ne waizz sumfin interestin....

i hav come fond of ma hair... hahah yeah its not as bad as i thot ,... i don hav much to saii agen i realli realli wanna see ma fwendZz.. anD mISsinG ivan alot heii i don no Why.. not in dat waii i mean in a fwend waii.. like i tok to him rite on da net and its realli kool coz like i can tell him alot.. and den i tink dat i look forward to seeing him and den wen i do PFTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT gAy letS wALk awAIi now weird asZz.... hAHha nAw but heZz reAL kOoL to tok to soOO.. iMma gonnA try eXTra eXTra hArd tO tok to HImzz..=D=D=D wiKIdooO neZz.. ritee hrmm cant think ne more
ba bAizZz

sUp seCKSIFieDzZ~~~

weLL uRmm mA skoOL fWenDzz aRE driVing mE uP da wALL.. deii tink Deii hoT shit but realli compared to other peoples i meet DEII ARE LIL DORKZ HU STAII HOME ALL DA TIME FARKIN GIANT TARTS.. FaRKin HELL OK sooO dat stReeSs reLIeF is doNE nOW oNto sOMe bettEr thiNGZz..

urmMM lAteLi i wANnA sEee aLL mA fWenDzzZz..='( reALli i nEed haV mA dosE of reAL dOWn to eArth frieNDzz ARGH!!!!!!.. Ok so Rite NOW i wuD thiNK if i cuD movE to aPPex i wuD LIke totALii u gEt MEhzZ.. anD actUAlii i kInda thiNK dat iM crAzii to thiNK dat i wuDnt b4 shaME on YOu rebeCCa SHAME ON YOUz!!!

GUyz gUYZ gUZY gUZY gUYZ GUYz gUZY gUYZ .. welL da pLAn wiF guYZ i stiLL doN officiALii oBSeSsivelii LIke ne 1 anD im daYm proU D dAYM it.. altHO dErE aRe peoPle aROund dAT are quIte sEcksiFieDLii bOotilICious.. ahAHah daYm lAteliii beEn tinKIn mAN ivAN reAL reAL bOo-tAy-Li-cIOUs *rAR*.. hAHAHAHHAHAHAAH buT yerRr dATz alL...=D=D im in one of dose i dont need to hav a bf like i don mind.. buT hEii iF mA seCKsii roMeo cOMEs bY nO hArm riTe?.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHH daYm nE wAIzz yErR datZz abT aLL
bA bAizZz

sUp seCksii~~

weLL lets see todaiI i suNDaii morniNtg hAD tO wAKe eArlii to ask ma mommi if i cud go to da movie marathon wifout ma eVil sisTAz inTeruPtINg meHZz.. nE wiAzz urrmm nUthIn nEw,... buT feeLs LIke i hAvnt sEen jAY n DAT fOR ageS eh.. u noe it feels like ive onli been writing blogs for a couple of weeks but ive been bloggin ever since march scarii stuFzz.. oNce agEn nUthiN new but cANt wAIt tiLL tonIght.. =D=D goNNA bE heLLa fuUUn... hehehe aND yerr iM bAk iN ma hAPpi mOod nUTHINZ Been ReALLi woRryiNg ME dat MUcH.. datZz aLL

bA bAIzZ~~